It's been quite some time.
I've just been really busy nowadays. Probably because I want to accept any kind of work even though I'm not really sure if I could finish it. :O I was hired as a blogger but I haven't posted anything. Like anything! Since the day I was hired. Like ?! I'm probably replaced by now. UGH. I really want to write but sometimes it becomes too overboard. As I've said, I want to accept any kind of challenge or work without thinking whether I'll finish it or not. :\ I WANNA HELP!
So anyway, I've been away, & the reason for that would be because I have been joining singing contests and I believe that luck is slipping out of my hands. I feel so bummed. But anyway, it was my first failure, in several contests! :( I suck. But anyway, mom and dad were telling me that if it's meant to be, it will be. If it's really for me, then it's for me.
But no one will ever know that I'll put 200% of my guts into being a singer. :O
I don't really have any idea of how good I am or how stupid I sound like, but I always get positive comments anyway. Never got one negative. O_o I've been joining auditions and all. And maybe my talent isn't just enough. Maybe I'm just going to be ordinary Jo Anne. But it's really my dream. Ever since. And I'm going to do anything to get that. But not the point where I can already hurt myself or other people.
SIGH. It's already the third week since I auditioned in the Pilipinas Got Talent show, & I didn't receive any call. And they told us to wait for three weeks to know the results. And in 5 days, three weeks is over and still, I haven't got any call. Maybe I should just forget it. Right? And move on. be a frustrated singer. Grow old. :(
Geeeeeez. I don't know what to do. Maybe I'm not really that good. just okay. Sigh. I should probably just move on.
I can relate my situation to that photo above. it shows a hand reaching for a paper heart. Well, in my own situation and interpretation of that photo, it shows myself and my life represented by the hand and my dream of becoming a singer as the heart. I may have almost reached it once, but I still didn't get to reach it, even though I already jumped as high as I can. And possibly, I'm only up to there. By the way, I don't own that picture. :)
Another thing that I'm supposed to be sad with, is Justin Bieber. I wasn't able to go to his concert, and he wasn't very happy with my country. The crowd was so lame that he stopped singing in the middle of 'Baby' and told everyone that it's either they enjoy or he'll leave. because everyone was just frozen there as if they were watching a movie. I mean ?! Who goes to concerts like that? Our country is probably the worst place he's been in. :( And plus, the OLLG sucked. Justin didn't even like him. When the girl tried to hug him, Justin was trying to get away. D: Talk about embarrassment. :\ And she wasn't even beautiful. She kept on putting make-up. :\ Whatever. I'm not here to criticize people. Many beliebers hated her. Because rumors say that she is the daughter of the owner of a cellphone company which sponsored the concert. I don't know if it's true, but if it is, GOD will take care of them and what they did. Besides that, there was even a video of Justin being mean because he tapped the CD a man was holding. Actually, the man was trying to get his autograph for his daughter and her older sister was capturing the video. Justin was going aboard a plane when his dad tried to stop him for an autograph but Justin 'tapped' it off from the man's hand and went on walking. I even reacted to it BUT, the video was blurry, and why does it even have to be caught on video? And the girl who spread the video isn't even a belieber so maybe she just made him look bad & Justin looked like he was smiling. D: Whatever the truth is, I STILL LOVE JUSTIN BIEBER. ♥
Those pictures above were taken during the his Press Conference here in my country, I do not own those. ;)
He's just hot! Sorry! :D
And that picture above shows the so-called OLLG. She's the one wearing the purple shirt next to Justin. Eh? D: IKR.
I don't own that picture! :)
That's Justin with his girlfriend, Selena Gomez. He declared it when he had his concert in Taiwan! Fans said that he was like, "Selena Gomez is amazing. She makes me happy." TA-DAAAA! he admitted it. FINALLY. :D Anyway, wanna see a picture of Justin and me?
TA-DAAAAA! We look cute, right? XD lol C'mon, you gotta admit. :))))))))
Alright. I think that's all for now. Twitter's having some technical difficulties and it sucks! D:
Deleted my facebook so I have nothing to to. Toodles!
